Why?
Why is there nobody who understands me the way I am? Why do I need to be in pain every day? Why is this my only way? Why bother with life anyway? Why fight, why struggle to live another day, when the only thing life seems to be is living in vain?
Why do I need to lose everything just to find out there was only pain? Why is there nobody who would like to share that way — the chaos, the joy, the pain of another day?
Why do I blame my pain? Why do I hurt my loved ones every day? Why am I, the one who loves them all, the one who harms them in the same way?
Why should I learn not to fight if fighting is the only way? Passivity and ignorance seem to be the only truths lying before us on this plane. Why does the goal always seem to be pain, no matter what we feel or love each day?
Why do I need to lie in darkness to see the light? Why are my closed eyes darker than the night? Why should I remain here only to harm again, to destroy, to vanish what should be sacred?
Why do I need to be this way?
Yours, - 9i7wo2 -
May 2013